Almost 19 years ago in Secaucus NJ a beautiful baby girl was born.....
Ha, but no really...
I don't know what to say about myself
when I think about who I am my thoughts and emotions get ruffled, Its a sensitive topic at this current moment.
I know what what I truly believe in, I know what I stand for, and deep down I know I am a confident woman in Christ.
but lately the exterior stuff has been stirring up some good old fashion trouble with in life.
I've been very reflective and its been causing countless sleepless nights in this past month.
The person I thought I was isn't who I am, but at the same time I am the completely same person, just a little broken, older and wiser.
I can defiantly say I am a stronger person then I was this time last year.
2009 was such a growing year for me and im not going to lie, the hard times were really challenging but I made it through and the good times and memories will last a lifetime in my book.
I can confidently say that I do love my life despite conflict and strife and I have my Almighty Savior to thank for that.
God and all the wonderful people that he has put in my life are the reason I wake up every morning and greet the day with a joyful heart.
I've always been told that I bring joy to other lives and that makes me really happy.
I don't know if im what they call an average girl, who knows to some I might seem outrageous and to others I might not be the sharpest tool in the shed, Still I really enjoy who God has created me to be and I can honestly say I wouldn't not change a thing even if someone offered.
I am defiantly one of those "stop and smell the roses" kind of people, I believe that God created so much beauty in the world for us to enjoy and our society is so busy they never take the time out to fully appreciate it.
Snow fall, forests of trees, sunset skies, fields of grass, flowers, and rainy days, have you ever seen so much beauty anywhere else?
I guess im just a total kid at heart, and if you get to know me then you'll find it to be true. I just don't think we should be living life with some gloomy cloud over our heads all the time.
I want to get out there with the passions that God has given me and make a difference, even if its just changing one person at a time, I want to use my songwriting and photography to inspire others and make them want to change the world.
If I can change someone's heart then they can change another's and so on and so on.
Not going to lie, I am terrified of what life has to throw at me for 2010, that doesn't mean I am not excited, because I am SO FREAKING excited for what is to come.
basically in a nutshell, im insane but God still values me like no one else and that is why I am so deeply in love with him, because that really is the only true love I know and that is one of the biggest reasons I call myself a cat lady is because even if I am ever alone I know God is still there for me, and he makes me feel what real love is.
God is love, and no one can tell me any different.
Well I feel like im at the point of rambling.
so goodnight blogger.com and see you soon.
Love,
Karina Mia
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